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I’m still alive and loving wide eyed in my time.
So here it is, my life, crashing into a grip-less monstrosity. To be honest, I really never saw this coming. Was I really that oblivious to what was right in front of me? I left my heart vulnerable, held on too tight. I feel defeated…and there is no recovering for me. My lips remember yours so well and I can’t shake this feeling that we could have been something wonderful. I let you in, blinded. It’s so hard to continue living some days, when without you, I feel so dead. You killed my heart. I’m wounded and I want to feel the sunshine again...