I was so smitten when I wrote this. I miss that feeling.
It’s the best feeling when you’re around someone and you can feel yourself falling for them. You find yourself staring at them, they catch you and ask “what?” simultaneously doing that little side smile that suggests they in fact know “what” but want to hear it from your mouth. You yourself don’t know what to say though because there was so much going through your mind a second ago when you snapped out of it you’re caught in a daze and all you can do is smile and say “nothing”.
This happens a lot because everything they do and everything they are fascinates you. The way they move, The laughs, little giggles and the way their eyes light up when they get excited.
They become all you think about which can sometimes kill the good feeling a bit. Especially when you don’t know exactly what it is that they’re thinking or if they ever think about you at all.
You hang in there though. You can’t bring yourself to be too forward but you can’t bring yourself to drop it and move on either. All you do is cross your fingers, keep doing what you’re doing and hope the perfect moment arises when you manage to form a sentence which hopefully expresses how you feel about them..