Wow didn't know how much that really affected me :( I mean thinking about it today made me realize... Dang I wasn't really even an option from the beginning, kinda hurts really bad..
Of course, as always, it's all my fault, just a part of me messing up. I lost a ton more than I thought..
There's Fam/friends and you think they will always stick through everything with you, no matter what. But There's only so much people can take, I guess...