The only two places where I feel absolutely safe are either in my bed with fresh, white fluffy pillows surrounding my head & preferably w/a book or in water. Like on the bottom of a swimming pool. Alone. Weightless. Peaceful. Nobody talking. Nobody pretending. Just being. Those are the only two places. Everywhere else I get smacked in the face with arrogance, ignorance, shallowness. They knock me down and leave me bleeding on the floor.