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Breaking..

I've been struggling this week, more than normal. This false sense of calm is starting to take its tole on me. I used to be so full of positivity- or something alive at least and now I’m left empty. I know that it’s not okay to feel this way, but I can’t shake the feeling anymore. Everyday I’m brought closer and closer to my personal escape. I’m growing so very tired of this place. I’m going down…down and down and down. I’ll let this depression manifest itself until it consumes me whole. Why the heck does it matter anymore anyways... I’m a ‘love you always’ type of girl in a ‘forget you, people hate people’ kind of world. I don’t know how to cope and I never knew before. It’s like I missed a step in life and I’m caught up in my own undertow. I don’t know what it is to feel happy about anything anymore.

Venting..

Maybe it’s just me that is never fully satisfied, maybe my 
expectations are too high, and maybe, just maybe, things have changed 
and they will never go back to the way they were. Love is such an over-
dramatic, over-exposed emotion, filled up with fairytale lies only to 
subject you to an unprepared madness. Love makes people feel as though 
they need another being to remain satisfied, and needing someone is 
never good, at least not for me. I understand that it is not going to 
be easy, ever, but I wish with everything in me that sometimes it was. 
I wish that love was a mutual understanding, but all I’ve learned 
over the years is that it’s not. I am walking in sinking sand, when I 
know that it’s sinking sand, and the only thing I can do is sit and 
descend into the abyss that I seem to crave so much. Falling in love 
is like being diagnosed with a mental illness. You’re consumed with 
what you can’t comprehend and once you’ve felt it, you can’t live 
without it.

For my Ladies :) Thanks for always being the special YOU that you are..

I used to think that when God gave us friends, He was very fair.
Until the day you became my friend – that’s when I knew I was getting more than my share.

Friendship is like the relation between the hand and eyes.
When the hand gets hurt, the eye cries and when the eye cries, the hand wipes its tears.

Our friendship means a lot to me.

If I could choose a dream for you, it would be the kind of dream you deserve.
A dream that someday, you’ll find that special person who will make your life complete.

Every nice friend is a glimpse of God. It is one of life’s best blessings,
a priceless gift that can never be bought, sold or forgotten.

Friendship is an investment! It gives you security, happiness, trust, love and care.
Thanks for depositing this to me without even asking for any interest! Please, don’t withdraw!

Thank you for touching my life in ways you may never know.
My riches do not lie in material wealth, but in having friend like you – a precious gift from God.

I'M BACK lol...

Goodness Graciouss Blog, it’s been a while.
Where have I been? I don’t even know. My mind has been running a mile 
a minute and I haven’t even gotten anywhere.
It takes a miracle to get me out anywhere. It’s like pulling teeth to 
pry me from my “cave” to do much anything.
I remember looking forward to going out on nights like this, my girls and I; simply unstoppable. I spend my days confined to my place for the most part, and I’d be lying 
if I said I didn’t like it.
I lay in bed and watch the morning news. Favorite tv shows. I shower, 
I get dressed. I read my Books, I’ll  clean from time to time, I’ll spend the afternoon moping over some things. I’ll mess around & occupy my mind with 
stupid little tasks to fill the time, counting down the hours until I 
can climb back into bed to repeat the process all over again.
And here I sit, sick [AS ALWAYS- go me! I can barely walk/my knees hurt this week. No big deal.] , pouring what’s left of my indifferent heart onto all of you. Victims at best.
I need to get the heck out of LA...

CORNERSOFTHEWORLD:
Tanah Lot Temple, Bali
Please, please, let me breath the air in Bali

“And love is the best endeavor waiting in the lions mane…”

I’ll make you a star in my universe.

“I would be your only dream
Your shining autumn
ocean crashing”

When the truth is… that I miss you so.

I will lay here with you…

“Well I’ve been afraid of changing ‘cause I’ve built my life around 
you…”

And when this dance is done, you and me are still the only ones.

This made my soul smile..